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Frank Schneiger, the founder and president of Frank Schneiger and Associates., a planning and change management company serving the nonprofit and public service sectors, discusses how a job on a playground 60 years ago awakened his views on race.
William Faulkner: “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.” The unfolding events surrounding the killing of George Floyd brought that quote to mind in a very specific way. As a white kid growing up in all-white Milwaukee neighborhoods in the1940s and ’50s, I was a product of the “colored are treated good here” era in the city’s history. Eight decades later, the legacy of that universally held white belief haunts the city to this day.
In my mostly Catholic South Side neighborhood, racial bigotry was kind of low on the hierarchy of “isms.” At the top of the list was anti-Protestantism, fueled by regular Sunday sermons on the Protestant “deformation.” Then there was anti-Semitism, a result of the virus brought to our country by mostly East European immigrants, despite the fact that there were no Jews living anywhere near 26th Street and National Avenue. And, finally, there was reflexive homophobia, evidenced by the widespread knowledge that teenagers would travel downtown to the Mint Bar on Saturday nights to “beat up some queers,” an activity that no one seemed compelled to condemn or stop.
Black Milwaukeeans were barely on the radar screen at that time, partially because it was beyond anyone’s imagination that there could ever be Black people living on the South Side; but also because, at that time, the Black image in the white mind was still one of silly but harmless people who weren’t very bright, and who, mostly as part of the Great Migration, must be so thankful to have arrived in Milwaukee. That would all change with the advent of the civil rights and Black power movements when the current menacing image would take hold.
In those seemingly more innocent times, white people would swear that they had seen Black Milwaukeeans driving pink Cadillacs to pick up their welfare checks. The fact that welfare checks came in the mail, and that no one had ever seen one of these pink Cadillacs, except for Elvis Presley’s, did little to dent this firmly held belief — “I mean, I swear to God.”
Underpinning this whole set of attitudes was the fundamental assumption of white goodness and innocence. Logically, if “the colored are treated good here,” there was no need to feel either guilty about or responsible for anything, including rampant discrimination in housing, employment, education and criminal justice. And, equally logically, if there were any problems, they were their own fault: “They” needed to pull themselves up by their bootstraps. In our immigrant family, where a basic value was to be on the side of the underdogs, mostly people like us, Black people didn’t make the cut.
Exactly 60 years ago, June of 1960, that changed for me, and it was a version of the George Floyd story that produced the change, albeit quite by accident. My friends and I grew up on Milwaukee’s public school playgrounds, artifacts of the city’s glorious socialist past. We were what could be called street urchins, and, for a brief period, delinquents. Our operational base was 37th Street School and its playground. In the summer of 1956, we – a group of dopey 13 and 14-year-olds – made a vow. It was that no director of the 37th Street playground would survive the summer.
We were wildly successful. The first of our victims made the mistake of driving one of the early Volkswagen Beetles imported into the country. We didn’t exactly steal it. We simply picked it up, carried it away and hid it under a tarp in a backyard on Sarnow Street. He quit and spent the rest of the summer looking for his car. Others were to follow. All of this was watched in horror and disgust by the district supervisor, a man who had known us and treated us with kindness ever since we were little kids.
Summer ended, and we started high school, mostly at all-white Washington High, where Mrs. Porter, the American History teacher, taught that the wrong side had won the Civil War. Troublemaking and social disruption were replaced by sports, or in a couple of rare cases, reading a book. The summer of playground terror was soon forgotten.
Flash forward four years. After my freshman year at UW-Milwaukee, the summer factory and construction job market were not looking promising. So I applied to be a playground director, the kind of person whom we had tormented at 37th Street School. And this is where an accidental encounter changes your entire life. Walking down the hall was the supervisor from our earlier childhood. He saw me, scowled and asked: “What the **** are you doing here?” I told him, he shook his head and walked away.
But here is where things took that strange twist. My punishment was not to deny me a job. It was to teach me a lesson. That lesson was to give me a job and assign me to the all-Black playground at 21st and Center streets. Placing a totally inexperienced 19-year old white boy on this playground as a “we’ll show you” punishment immediately tells you something about the prevailing racial attitudes of otherwise well-meaning people. But I have been forever in their debt for the opportunity that they gave me.
Sixty years ago, in June of 1960 on 21st and Center Streets, it was possible to have more than 100 kids – all Black – on a playground at 8 o’clock at night, supervised by a 19-year old dimwit, in complete peace and harmony. Which brings me back to the prevailing white view at the time that, “the colored are treated good here.” Within a few weeks in this new world, I was exposed to stories and realities that totally shattered that mantra.
At the heart of that shattering was the Milwaukee Police Department. Growing up, my friends and I had always had a bad relationship with the cops. But this was largely a result of the fact that there was so little crime and, consequently, so little for them to do, that they spent most of their time harassing kids. With a few exceptions, it was more of a cat-and-mouse game than anything else. I can state, with total certainty, that the thought that they might shoot us or kneel on our neck never crossed our minds.
That was not the case at 21st and Center. Which brings us to the past never being past, and the importance of dealing with history. More specifically, the refusal of people to deal with the past, their need to believe lies, and the profound consequences of those failures. Two years before I arrived at 21st Street, a young Black man, Daniel Bell, had been killed by the police a few blocks from the playground. Daniel Bell was George Floyd in the age long before cellphone cameras.
I vaguely remembered hearing about the case in high school, with the cops claiming self-defense and being completely exonerated, until one of them, guilt ridden, confessed to the murder on CBS’ “60 Minutes” decades later. The story of Daniel Bell, regularly discussed on the playground, was one of a cold-blooded murder. What was strange (at least, to a white person) was that it was told as a cautionary tale more than anything else. Rather than outrage or a quest for justice, the theme was the need to avoid the cops so that you didn’t end up like Daniel Bell.
Along with other things, including being arrested on the playground for breaking the code of white solidarity by taking the side of a kid who was telling the truth against a cop who was accusing him of lying, my view of the world was changing in significant ways. These changes often resulted from describing my experiences at home or to other white friends. When I would say, “Here is what some of the people on the playground are saying about . . . “ the response was almost invariably, “Why are you always taking their side?”
Truth had become a “side,” and it was a “side” that collided with the whole narrative of white innocence and Milwaukee as kind of a racial paradise. It was a narrative that transformed a vicious racist and anti-Semite, Police Chief Harold Breier, into a “good tough cop.” (Breier would have been proud of the cops at the recent 6th and McKinley streets encounter.) After my “arrest,” I was regularly stopped by cops on Center Street for “safety inspections.” If I was driving or riding with anyone Black, being stopped was almost a given and usually included a demand to know where we were going.
A Black colleague recently asked me if this experience had changed my views of Black people. I thought about it and said that, “No,” it had changed my view of white people, along with my assumptions about truth and trust. It is a strange experience to – in a very compressed time period – suddenly realize that you are a member of a tribe, to begin to be excluded from that tribe, and to then grasp that you are never going to be a member of a different tribe. That all happened in the summer and fall of 1960.
A couple of years later, when I returned from a brief stint in the Deep South, white people were eager to hear about how horrible Mississippi was. It was part of the search for additional proof that Milwaukee was a racial paradise. When they asked, “what was it like?” I typically responded, “It’s sort of like Milwaukee.” That answer triggered outrage and suggestions that maybe it was time for me to leave, which I soon did, heading for New York City, another place that had convinced itself that it was a progressive racial paradise.
Six decades later, the consequences of denial, coupled with the city’s deindustrialization, and its extreme segregation and inequality, have all produced huge bills that are now coming due. It has been 60 years of social and economic decline, avoidance and a widespread refusal to accept any responsibility. Just think, can anyone imagine 150 kids enjoying a peaceful summer evening on 21st Street playground in our times?
The question now is: What’s next? How do you address a legacy that has replaced a fair amount of hope and trust with deep-seated pessimism, mistrust and misery? Those are the questions that should be front and center for Milwaukee’s leaders, especially those from a younger generation who will have to deal with the mess that their elders have left behind.
Thank you for this.
Thank you so much for telling this story. So many people seem to believe that the truth is predicated on what they believe, as if there is no standard by which lies can be measured. I honor your courage and pray that God will continue to bless and protect you.
Thank you for telling your story.
Racism won’t be defeated with more racisim. Individuals don’t represent whole groups. Anyone who continues to stereotype based on skin color is only perpetuating more racisim.
You feel guilty about slavery? How about writing an article about real modern slavery currently existing today – like in Africa, and the sex market. Or does mentioning those lives detract from the BLM movement too?
That’s your takeaway from what the author shared? That go-to denial of whiteness keeps us and racism firmly in place.
B: a few comments on your response to my column. First, you are quite right that racism will not be defeated by more racism. (Note: the term “racism” doesn’t appear in my column.) It will be defeated by actions and a commitment to achieving social justice, equality and the moral values of peace, love and inclusion.
Next, I also agree that individuals don’t represent whole groups. That was actually pretty much my point. But there are behaviors, norms and a culture that do define a place, and white Milwaukee has a legacy of inequality and injustice that has deep roots, grounded in the lies that I grew up with. People have a desire to believe those lies to avoid responsibility and to appear innocent;
Then, there is the difference between “guilt” and “responsibility.” It is a big difference because responsibility involves the burden of doing something to make things better.
Finally, I grew up in Milwaukee, not in Africa, and I don’t know anything about the sex trade. I’m not sure what your point was there. But I hope this clarified my thoughts.
No-one ever mentions the obvious elephant in the room: IN-GROUP vs OUT-GROUP will and can not really ever change! It is too ingrained in human primal pyschology. Thus, expecting people to feel guilty about ANY possible discrimination, is ignorant control-freakery and smacks of some form of narcissistic toxic victimhood. I’m open to suggestions about what one should do as a new anti-racist social ruleset in that context… but pretending humans are capable of fighting their own deepest natures to such a degree is a bit naive and a bit toxic positivity for my respect. So fuck trying do do that. Just be as courteous as possible to other humans whilst discriminating based on group membership but not actively trying to undermine the OUT-GROUP for the sake of it (like scapegoating does and narcissists do to their scapegoating victims).
Gaslighting of any form is the antithesis of empathy-building.
Speaking as a survivor of narcissistic abuse from multiple (mostly) women. As an Autistic man that gets discriminated against just sitting here with no friends due to that scapegoating and being judged for trauma due to empathy gaps (a symptom of discrimination in the field of in-group out-group psychology).
What I personally notice, is that people do not naturally WANT to empathise. They DO want the benefits of that empathy for their selfish selves. They very often (especially when FEMALE due to apparent evolutionary psychology of group conformity being stronger in women for obvious reasons) want to be SEEN as being the good girl. As being pro-social. As being good people. It gives in-group benefits. Can become toxic groupthink too, in fact. But regardless of posturing and ostentatious virtue-signalling, arguably, they do not naturally WANT TO expend energy and effort towards the out-group. This is fine. Pretending otherwise is not fine. Being genuinely-virtuous is high-effort, perhaps, and is also fine if genuine. But fake box-ticking virtue-signalling? That goes on a LOT these days and so does the groupthink of the ‘woke’ In-Group, which is a political in-group, not a racial or religious one, for contrast. Precious little thinking for oneself and independent freedom of thought on offer, in my un-humble opinion. But significant delusions about what is virtuous and what appears to be, exist, I think.
See also: “The Road to Hell is paved with Good Intentions”.
Loved what you had to say I also went to 37 th street school, Steuben and Washington HS but in the late 60’s till 1976 I didn’t see what you seen but I’m sure it was there we just thought we were poor together
Thank you for sharing……much to think about.
Thanks. Reality is beginning to sink in. We, people of white, are the problem
To My fellow Milwaukee’s .In this Chaotic State of the world in June 2020 .The Article by Frank Schreiger Is Excellent and Give Us a background of not only milwaukee Policing but American Policing was in the late 1950s and 1960s . The 60 minutes video on 60 minutes on Nov 16th 1980 , Is so TRUE even 40 years later on the reason that we need Police Reform that will benefit the Citizens Police Officers , Elected officials and the business community . ACCOUNTABILITY is the Name of The Game . Mr Frak Schreigers article should be read by EVERYBODY . The Nov 16th 1980Should be Viewed by EVERYBODY . Thanks Milwaukee Neighborhood News .
Loved the story.
I went to 21st Street School in the 80s. I thought it was a integrated school.
Your message has challenged me to rethink my perception
Excellent, thank you.
Excellent! Really appreciate your perspective
Thank you for sharing the details and impact of racism from your perspective.
Brilliant truth telling. Well done!
Your story serves and reminds me (and hopefully others) of the importance of our own ‘truth’, whatever that may be. This kind of transparency and vulnerability is its own witness. You have encouraged me to continue to find ways of facing and telling my own truth. I have used James Baldwin’s description of how we can come together as ‘relatively self-conscious whites’ and ‘relatively self-conscious blacks’ as a ‘relatively objective’ door to ‘truthiness.’ I see little value in making any of us into ‘saints’ or ‘sinners.’ Thank you.
Rick, thank you for your comment. A couple of follow-up thoughts. First, with respect to truth and our current situation. Two of my favorite quotes are from an old pundit named Malcolm Muggeridge who said, “People don’t believe lies because they have to. They believe them because they want to.” The second is from George Costanza of Seinfeld who said, “It’s not a lie if I believe it.” There’s a lot of those two things going around today.
One of our big problems is that we can’t begin to resolve our basic problems if we deny the truth, and the only way to get at the truth is to know and deal with our history. As Bryan Stevenson, one of our country’s great leaders today, recently said, “The big problem we have in the United States today is that we don’t actually know our history. If you don’t know your history, you can’t really begin to understand what your obligations are, what your responsibilities are, what you should fear, what you should celebrate, what’s honorable and not honorable.” (interview on Vox with Ezra Klein, July 20) In this sense, history is a critical tool for moving forward, not – as you said – a club for hitting people over the head and making them feel guilty.
I think your last point is particularly important. Knowing history and finding truths should lead to defining our problems, understanding our choices, and then mobilizing people in communities to work together to build a better future. Blaming, blame avoidance and finger-pointing defeat those purposes, and are always backward looking. Especially in a Milwaukee context, they feed an existing pessimism that often crushes hope, when the sequel to understanding history and being willing to deal with it is hope – as opposed to false optimism – for that better future.
Thank you for telling the story about racism in Milwaukee. We lived in Memphis and it was not a good place for Northerners…In fact they referred to us as Damn Yankees.